Plastic Heart

I'm getting all I want.  Leaving you nothing.  My wish is your command.

I make you fall apart.  I'm sticking needles into your bleeding heart.

Keep out of my plastic heart.  You won't see through my plastic heart. Your cuts will not go too deep.

Block you out of my plastic heart.  You won't get through my plastic heart. All these secrets I must keep.

I need your surgery.  This operation needs to work out for me.

Watching you try and try while I am fainting.  Far to limp to enjoy.

Keep out of my plastic heart.  You won't get through my plastic heart.  

Your cuts will not go too deep.

Keep out of my plastic heart.  I will tear your world apart.

~Featuring: Vivid Love Spell Outfit (w/hud)~

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Skin: Cosmo Sales Room Hop Lovely Pearl (Nude)New

Hair: Truth Hair Marisol (Light Blond)

Corset and Leggings: Cosmo Sales Room Vivid Love Spell New

Boots: D-Style Punk Boots New

Gloves: Scrub A Firm Woman

Tattoo: Aitui Tattoo's Never Hate

Tattoo: EC Hate Me
Jewerly: Pekka Pyr Cross Earrings
Piercing: *p* Unisex Spiral Face Piercing (Q1)
Nails: Shock So Cute Nails NEW
Pose: Cosmo Sales Room *ED* In These Shoes (03) New

Skin: Cosmo Sales Room Hop Lovely Tan (Nude) New

Hair: Truth Hair London (Light Blond)

Corset and Leggings: Cosmo Sales Room Vivid Love Spell New
Thong:  Lazybones Nicki Thong (Black)

Boots: SeVered GarDen Saxa-Dull Leggin New

Cuffs: Epoque.s Cage Cuff (Obsidiean) New

Piercing: *p* Unisex Spiral Face Piercing (Q1)

Nails: Jamman Ultra Mesh Nails
Pose: Cosmo Sales Room *ED* In These Shoes (06) New

Skin: Cosmo Sales Room Hop Lovely Medium (Love) New

Hair: Truth Hair Devina (Light Blond)

Corset and Leggings: Cosmo Sales Room Vivid Love Spell New
Thong:  Lazybones Nicki Thong (Black)

Boots: Ten 10 Mega Boots (White)

Gloves: *Epic* Smexy Black & Bowie Lace Gloves

Piercing: *p* Unisex Spiral Face Piercing (Q1)
Jewerly: Cosmo Sales Room Finesmith Noya Necklace, Bracelet & Ring New

Nails: Cosmo Sales Room Quintessencia Nail 04 Model Round New
Tattoo: Xtrem Style Skull Vision
Pose: Cosmo Sales Room *ED* In These Shoes (09) New

Skin: Cosmo Sales Room Hop Lovely Dark (Pink) New

Hair: Truth Hair Bianca (Light Blond)

Corset and Leggings: Cosmo Sales Room Vivid Love Spell New
Thong:  Lazybones Nicki Thong (Black)

Boots: Yasum Mesh Scottish Cut Overknees Latex (Pitch)

Cuffs: dl:: Be Mine Cuffs (Black)

Piercing: *p* Unisex Spiral Face Piercing (Q1)
Nails: Jamman Ultra Mesh Nails

Tattoo: Xtrem Style OjerasColor New
Pose: Cosmo Sales Room *ED* In These Shoes (08) New

Problem...

You know what they say about me..

That girl is a problem!

Skin: Essences ~ Amaterasu *moka- browless
Eyebrows: *REDGRAVE* Eyebrows Layer 2 (from *REDGRAVE*Vampire-Hunter Skin --Trinity--)
Hair: *X*plosion JayDee Unisex Hair (Black&White),
          [LeLutka]-SHAVED hairbase - Pitch
Eyes: JM2 ~  [Black] Demon Eyes
Tattoo: Xtrem Style " henna tatto "
Makeup: - DAMNED -  Tribal Make up + base hair / 4 Versions
               Lovely Disarray - Attitude : Unisex Face Paint
Horns: -UtopiaH- My Devilish Horns [in black]
Tail: SN ~ Mesh Tail, Spaded, Bare (F) v1.00

Outfit: !IC- Unitard Black
Corset: ...::: Scrub :::... Do you have the time?
Collar: (r)M~Posture Collar ~ No.02 (Mesh)
Necklace: L&B S'wear Couples Set  - Dog Tags - Black Steel
Boots: Spirit Store Megas boots v.2 [black leather]
Nails: ...::: Scrub :::...  Spyked Black Nails (Boxed)
Piercing: Cute Poison - Stellar Piercings (unpacked)
Bracers: .:* LOULOU&CO *:; - Bracelets :: APOCALYPSE ::
Ring: Maxi Gossamer - The Black Fair Gift
Ears: RO - Elysium - Black - Purchase Container
Tape: *Linc* Finger Tapes Dollarbie

Down With The Sickness

Can you feel that? Ah Shit!

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing.  Broken your servant I kneel.  Will you give in to me?

It Seems what's left of my human side is slowly changing in me.  Will you give in to me?

Looking at my own reflection when suddenly it changes.  Violently it changes.

There is no turning back now. You've woken up the demon in me.

Skin: Corvus Marla Skin

Hair: Hair Studio One DQ Bad Hair Day

Dress: *P.c* Layla Dress (Black) New

Boots: [R3] Eevie Boots (V2) New

Piercing: *p* Spiral Piercing Q1

Tattoo: Xtrem Style Hawaian Tattoo 

Nails: Jamman Ultra Mesh Fingernails
Makeup: Mons Eyeshadow Hippie (Black)
Makeup: Mons Eyeshadow Punk (Black)
Makeup: Corvus Insomnia Makeup

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising.  Don't try to deny what you feel.  Will you give in to me?

It seems that all that was good has died and is decaying in me.  Will you give in to me?

It seems you're having some trouble in dealing with these changes.  Living with these changes. Oh no!

The world is a scary place now that you've woken up the demon in me.

Get up, Come on get down with the sickness.  Open up your hate, and let it flow into me.

Get up, Come on get down with the sickness. You mother get up come on get down with the sickness.

You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness.  Madness is a gift, that has been given to me.

Passing By

I don't think you love me.  Confusion settling in.

I don't think I'll be staying around here, anymore.

There's no question that I loved you.  But I'm living in my own time.

And here I am debating whether I'm wrong or right.

Who am I to make a judgement of your life.

I'm only Passing by...Passing by.

Skin: Orage Malena Skin (Cappuccino)

Hair: *Calico* Delora (Blondes)

Dress: Starfashion Mesh Daring White Top (Sheer)New

Jacket: D-Style Izsara Jacket w/Hud New

Boots: [R3] Eevie Boots (V2) New
Armwarmers: [R3] Jaimy Gloves (V3) New

Goggles: *DL* Kimiko Aviator Steampunk Goggles
Scarf: Just You Jewels Scarf 
Tattoo: G.ID Vintage Fever Tattoo New

Tattoo: G.ID Emo War Stripes New
Nails: Cosmo Sales Room Quintessencia (Nail 21)New

Pictures taken at Serenity Gardens

Fall Again

"All day so
They boge in do bo
When you call the name
Of they sing or they
I bmal bahl
Hope they leave
And fall again"

Hair	Lelutka - Swish
Earrings	Maubray - Man In The Moon
Nails	N-Core - Manicure
Sweater	Shushu - Relax Day
Nails	N-Core - Prim Nails
Shorts	Shushu - Step Up Hot Pants
Bodysuit	Shushu - Congrejo
Boots	Yasum - Rubber Trash

Picture taken at Livio Korobase's MUSICLANDIA.  A pretty, pretty place.

 

Sunrise

Sorry for beeing a little absent.. rl bday, school.. ehh a lot of things but there I am :D

I'm getting lost in the memories of you, watiching the surrise...

*RoTtEn DefiAnCe* new at  Perfect Wardrobe

Skin:. p u r e - Nikki Skin gift

Hair: Exile::Just a Reason: 7. Dark Browns - at arcade

Dress: [*RD*]*My Party Dress-Black* (perfect wardrobe)

Feets: Free on marketplace

Fairytale

He takes out a pen and paper and starts to write his beloved wife a letter. Licking the pen with his tongue to wet the ink while pressing the paper down on the desk firmly, then accidently spills his coffee on the paper "Damn, well at least the scent on it will be to her liking, she sure love's her cup of Jo". He starts to think what he will write on the paper thinking about how much he loves her, he watches the clock tick as the hands move every day and on through the night like an addict waiting to get his next fix.  His hands tremble just waiting to see her. He holds the pen still exhausted thinking of how much she did for him. Much more then any doctor, therapist, or even his trusty old friends. His hands tremble as he tries so hard to take the pen to paper to write what he needs to say, but after awhile he starts to lose his breath his face in his hands, shaking his head knowing all he ever wanted was for her to be safe, happy, and to have the dream by his side that a beloved should have.  As his breath starts to cut, he feels his soul start to weep and cry since his love is so deep for her not only does his body ache, his heart races.  His spirit trembles as he struggles so hard to write on the paper, even now he can barely hold the pen, thinking of her leaves him breathless, being without her turns his body into a frail used up drained dead and wilted plant.

Skin: KHARMA Leila Skin

Hair: Diva Hair Giz (Type B-2 rare)

Dress: Cosmo Sale Room R&B Bribbet Rosa
Stole: Ryvoler Mink Princess Stole (Pink)

Tattoo: Delusions Hand Tattoo Emo Pack X Marks My Heart 

Makeup: Modish My Glossy Pink Lipsticks (Lip 3)

Necklace: Chop Zuey Voices of Earth Black Diamond Necklace

Earrings: Mandala Lotus Earrings (Red)

Bracelet: Mandala Lotus Chain Bracelet (Red)
Ring: Chop Zuey Star-Crossed Lovers Ring

Nails: Jamman Ultra Mesh Fingernails

Photos taken at World's End Garden
Blog dedicated to Madixblu Guisse.
His love always there and his promise never broken.

Her laughter, her smile, and her ability to make him feel alive again, to grow like a tall and old tree forbidden to cut down. His love for his wife is sacred because she is his Divinity.  She touches him like a compassionate Goddess and he has been able to reach enlightenment from her love.  Someone that has woken up.  He tries to breath with the pen still in his hand shaking even more as he tries so hard to press the pen to the paper.  Feeling so weak with this new found knowledge he might have never found if she did not hold the light in his darkness, help him down a path while holding his hand as they walked together.  Never allowing any of his wounds to heal if she had not been there for him.  He struggles even harder to scribble on the paper as he weakens since he is alone seeing the lights slowly dim without her close. Then as his hand starts to write on the paper he notices the ink drying while the letters of the words he needs to say to her are unable to flow from the ink.

Taking the pen scratching it back and forth on the paper so hard that it start's to rip.  The paper becomes shredded to only a small piece being left to write on.  His pen finally starts to flow with ink as his hand shakes. Knowing now how fucked he is since he can no longer write her line after line of words. Then as his pulse quickens he makes the choice to write to her three simple words knowing how much he loves her.  He presses the pen to paper and the ink starts to flow, his eyes almost shut while he writes.  Looking up at to the heavens thinking of their struggles, their passion he finally has the courage to tell her  "I love you".  He takes the small piece of paper scratched with his words placing it in her wallet hoping she will find it there, then presses his lips against the wallet, kissing it.  He hopes she knows his love for her as he whispers in the air down on one knee, she is his everything, "I love you, I will always be in the eyes of the shadow, at your side".

We are soldiers..

We stand shoulder to shoulder...

A little collaboration with a VQ bro, Exstasyy, the picture is made by him, so I am really just a prop ;)
What he wears you find here: http://exstasyy.blogspot.fr/

On me you see:
Skin: [ Al Vulo! ] - [ Eleonor ] - [ Peacock Bisquit ]
Hair: !lamb. Craft Spells (Mesh) - Chocolate Bars Pack
Tattoo: Xtrem-Style TaTToo "Henna "

Top: [Cynful] Spring Break - Black [Tdrf Special]
Jacket: D-Style - Izara Jacket Grunge w.HUD
Skirt: Happy Undead - Mini Skirt [denim]
Boots: [Gos] Triumph Boots for Men - Worn [bagged]
Socks: *League* Gartered Socks -Black
Helmet:D-Style - GI Mousy Helmet Brat w.HUD
Nails: ...::: Scrub :::...  Spyked Black Nails (Boxed)
Bracelets: Izzie's - Hole Bangles (old TDR item)

Let The Bodies Hit The Floor

Let the bodies hit the floor. Let the bodies hit the floor. 

Let the bodies hit the floor. Let the bodies hit the floor.

Beaten, why for.  Can't take much more. Here we go. Here we go. Here we go, Now.

One, Nothing wrong with me.  Two, Nothing wrong with me.  

Three, Nothing wrong with me.  Four, Nothing wrong with me.

  Skin: Glam Affair Lulu 03

Hair: Truth Hair Jolene (Light Blondes)

Shirt: Cosmo Sale Room blah.BLAH.Blah Candy Cropped Torn Top
Pants: D-Style Unisex Baggy Bermudas

Shoes: Energie Champion Sneakers

Tattoo: Xtreme Skull Vision

Tattoo: Nana Native Tatoo
Tattoo: GOLA Which game we play today
Makeup: Mons Burning Eyeshadow (Black)
Makeup: Corvus Insomnia Makeup

Piercing: [ni.Ju] Snake Bites

Piercing [ni.Ju] Devil's Gangway Piercing

Nails: Jamman Ultra Mesh Fingernails

 Boys Shirt: Cosmo Sale Room Daley Garmz Sorry I'm Fresh Tee

**Worn by Jimzzo Putzo and ExStasyy My VERY FRESH Cute VQ Brothers**

Let the bodies hit the floor. Let the bodies hit the floor. 

Let the bodies hit the floor. Let the bodies hit the floor. Now.

One, Nothing wrong with me.  Two, Nothing wrong with me.  

Three, Nothing wrong with me.  Four, Nothing wrong with me.

The Promise

Suddenly you smile and turn to look at me.

Did we just learn to walk?  We're dancing I'd say

Will we learn to fly or fall and fade away?

Trust your heart, my love.  Wake up the dreamer

 Skin: DS Starley Rose Passion

Hair: Truth Hair Sadie (Light Blondes)

Jacket, Shorts and Shirt: Cosmo Sale Room SLACY's Shannon Outfit

Feet: Slink Natural Exotix Feet

Leggings: D-Style Spats (Black) New

Bracelets: Whatever Armbands (Black) New
Ring: .Pekka Pyr Cross Ring (Black)
Earrings: .Pekka Pyr Cross Earrings (Black)

Tattoo: Delusions Love Hand Tattoo

Tattoo: Suicide Gurls Asian Upper Tattoo
Makeup: Mons Burning Eyeshadow (Black)

Piercing: [ni.Ju] Snake Bites

Piercing [ni.Ju] Devil's Gangway Piercing

Nails: Jamman Ultra Mesh Fingernails

Suddenly you smile and turn to look at me.

Did we just learn to walk.  We're dancing, I'd say.

If you're afaid to fly or fail and fade away.

I will hold you tight ... I'll never walk away.

Swing on a Star

"Or would you rather be a mule?"

Hair	Boone - UPP382
Gown	Boudoir - Broken
Fangs	Carthage - Bloodlines
Nails	N-Core - Prim Nails
Boots	Sys - Inquisition

Twisted

Hear ye, Hear ye, boys and girls, ladies, gentlemen and twisted ones!
The Twisted Carnival has arrived.
Journey through the hunt seeking out wonderful prizes and gifts.
There are side quests, mazes, gachas and so much more.
Bring your money, bring your sense of wonder, 
bring your patience (you will need it) and bring your sense of humor.
Be sure to hang on tight, it's going to be a bumpy ride!

Start your adventure at the Twisted Headquarters 

Picture taken at Roawenwood - Twisted Hunt Sponsor

Dress: Steampunk Dress (black) TH Sponsor 

Boots/Leg warmers: DRD Blacknwhite Sock n Boots TH Sponsor

Hat: DRD Twisted Gift Carni Hat TH Sponsor

Necklace: Goth1c0 End of Days Necklace (black) TH Sponsor

Picture taken at PANDEMONIUM - Twisted Hunt Sponsor

Corset, Skirt and Heels: MV Oracle TH Sponsor 

Armwarmers: MV Skullery Armwarmers TH Sponsor

Necklace: MV Chartres Necklace Delirium Gatcha -Rare TH Sponsor

Picture taken at Death Row Designs - Twisted Hunt Sponsor

Dress: DD Carnie Loli Dress TH Sponsor
Boots: DRD Combats Rigged -Red Laces TH Sponsor
Hat: DAARK Top Hat with Daggers (TH Gift) TH Sponsor

Picture taken at Secrets of Gaia - Twisted Hunt Sponsor

Dress: IW Marilyn Twisted Dress TH Sponsor 

Shoes/Leg warmers: DD Carnival Legwarmers w/heels TH Sponsor

Armwarmers: MV Skullery Armwarmers TH Sponsor
Crown: DD Black Death Lolita Crown TH Sponsor

Bag: Goth1c0 Stuffed Rag Bunny Bag - Dead Bunny TH Sponsor

Picture taken at Treasure Cove - Twisted Hunt Sponsor

 Dress: Blue Blood Vixen Dress (Red) TH Sponsor
Shoes and Legwarmers: DMD Midday Super Leg Warmer Pumps

Picture taken at Twisted Headquarters **Thanks to All of you for the Great Hunt**

Shorts and Top: SOG Dunk Tank Beauty TH Sponsor

Tattoo: Little Pricks Cyborg Tattoo TH Sponsor

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To All of you who have never participated in the Hunt...This is GREAT fun.  Check it out!

The Twisted Hunt is a bi-annual, grid-wide treasure hunt! 
It favors goth, horror, fetish, BDSM, and other less mainstream genres. 

Twisted Hunt Fall September 1 - 30

Start your journey at the Twisted Headquarters: http://slurl.com/secondlife/Builders/168/124/26
For more info, visit: http://twistedhunt.com/

Sorry

Cause I tried and tried.  And I cried and cried.  Up late at night and I'm hurt.  

And I tried to fight and I cried to God.  Ooh, please let it just work.  And I'm going crazy with you.  

You got me so confused.  Cause you walked away, and I walked away.  

And we should have stayed Baby.

Skin: [Kharma] Leila Skin

Hair: Eaters Coma Hair 31 (New)

Pants: *Chronokit* Cropped Sarrouel Pants- Hickory1 (New)

Shirt: [NV] Tub-top-Black

Belt: *Chronokit* Belt-Black (New)

Boots: J's Studded Long Boots-Black

Bracelet: dl Lovers Bracelet 

Collar: HIS! 

Tattoo: Delusions Hand Tattoo Emo Pack- X marks My Heart

Tattoo: Suicide Gurls Music Forever

Piercing: [ni.Ju] Snake Bites

Piercing [ni.Ju] Devil's Gangway Piercing

Nails: Jamman Ultra Mesh Fingernails

Pictures taken at The Last Stop

All you have to do is say that I'm Sorry.  Baby I'm sorry.  And I'm in love with you.  

Baby I want this, Baby I want it.  Say Baby I'll do what it takes.  And I will be here all the way Baby.  

All you have to do is say that I'm sorry.  Baby I'm sorry.

You wanna know if I was moving on without you.  I miss you, miss you. miss you, I miss you. 

To tell the truth I've been thinking bout you.  I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you

Cause I tried and tried. And I cried and cried.  And up late at night and I hurt.  

Cause I put in mine and worked all the time.  And you never put in your work.  

And I'm going crazy with you.  You got me so confused.  

Cause you walked away, and I walked away.  And we should have stayed Baby.

I miss the way you hold me.  The way you touch me.  I miss the way you kiss me...Yeah!

All I wanna do, do, do, do...All I wanna do. 

Is say that I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

So sorry Baby.